freelancer.com is such an endless field of programming projects - choose what you want and start commenting, such an endless field of opportunities.
but.. Shushan aka Narodna Banka Srbije ))) is not immortal, stop sucking your friend gonna work as a waitress, no programmer I can be now I have no nerves to create something, to dream of dreams.. really. this is not painting, or music, that you can do in any condition.. my profession needs a powerful concentration that I cannot make now, in such a force-major.
of course I can curse all money and credit cards, but have no wish to curse something, I've cursed a lot.
interesting.. when I started to work as a programmer (I was 11, I was making web-sites), there were no problems, cos my mother was paying for internet, for light, telephone, food, clothes, now nothing there is, so I must do something
2010 NY I was working till feb, working as a operator, when I completely lost my sense of life being without any art I dream of, then Shushan suggested to help me a little and I left everything nasty for me, but it's okay now and I'm trying not to dream, because I can't concentrate at all, depending on Shushan and get worried if she is tired of me, thinking about fuckin lights, fuckin internet, fuckin human's food, fucking everything material needs
by short, goodbye art, goodbye til good times though I love you a lot and you are my main life things, I must leave you now

sorry for my neurosis everyone I know I said a lot of stupid things, I just have a lot of problems in the same time and no peace . sorry again.

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c.music: Led Zeppelin - Babe I'm gonna leave
c.mood: poor children