what's friendship? whats relationships? (that we used to name LOVE)

...all the problems appear because of our ego,..

friendship
..we have not so many friends.. everyone of us, me too..
...because friendship (in till the end style)) is very rare okay its hard to be patient, honest, kind, compassionate and ready to help !!..
...so, sometimes we cant, we say "ohh im not for everyone ! I cant help everyone ! I have only few friends I'm not the one who exists for everyone !!!!!.."
..okay, but sometimes we *lose* EVEN THAT MINORITY OF BEST FRIENDS because of our ego.. we lie, betray, get angry, get SELFISH, get offended, dont care, ohh a lot of shit, .... ... ... because of US... only US

relationships, ...
in our world that word "relationships"meanz that you're dating (doing sex) or married,
...okay its all right but its not OKAY when your girlfriend has a sex with another guy. yeah its offensively but if just think it a bit over..
...RELATIONSHIPS is a very deep kinda of friendship .. but of course not one-time-sex relationships ))
if you and your girlfriend are friends and you have a sex with her why your're worry about, a ?? A?
everything is allright. BUT ...
ego..
u say :
ohh Im tired we are so long together I need to change a partner..
ohh Im s sick please leave a room..
ohh you should never try to go to Alex . You have a sex with him! haven't you ?

okay its only our ego workin..
your's jelious.. but why ? if she WANT she will sleep with another guy .. once.. twice.. yeah =) its only her ego her WISH.. her enemy ) our wishes our enemies !

IF YOUR ties are really deep you'll be together AND ONLY .. because of LOVE..

Where our stupid shitty character (EGOcentrism, ego) take place THERE CANNOT be REAL Love

so, other variants are take place when there's no frienship only realtionships .. just to say fellas that "she is mine and we are dating(for sex of course)"
of course then we have quarrel, tiffs, incomprehension, rancour, Jealousy, nothing for real .. real ties.. no no only parting as a final point...

just because of our EGO there's so much SHIT around us ..

...
but we can tear IT inside out us =)

P.S. That Photo I made today with Canon PowerShot S3 IS
Panorama of my balcony view, there's one bad thing on the photo bacause my hands were shaking and I have no tripod $-D

okay, have a look ) :



music Im listening For Now: rancid - Red Hot Moon
Mood: =)