I hate my job very day more and more. No, not this way - I hate working for someone. I found very nice description of a word "JOB":
Drudgery. Alienated effort expended for someone else on their terms, often a corporation or boss, doing something you don't care about, in exchange for external compensation - money, health insurance, benefits, pleasing others. Something done against one's will for the sake of a paycheck. See "wage slavery".
Why the fuck should I spend close to 50% of my waking hours during the most healthy and vibrant period of my life at a job, doing something I couldn’t care less about, contributing far less than my true potential to the world? Most of us complain about corporate control of wealth and power, and yet most of us work for those companies, buy what they sell us, watch what they create and accept their vision of the world as our reality.
But this isn’t about society or what other people do. It’s about me. It’s about asking myself what I want my life to be all about. Do I want the next 30 years to go by, only to feel like I never tested myself? Like I never stretched my limits and capabilities and experienced everything I possibly could in life? Like I wasted my potential because I lived under some invisible set of rules my whole life. Working a job always was giving me a feeling that someone else control over the majority of my life. When you work a job, someone else is ultimately in control of what you work on, what you’re responsible for, when you work, when you take time off and how much you earn.
I feel like my soul is being crushed every day at work.
I'm about to commit to making self-employment the only alternative to the job I have right now. and don’t give myself the option of finding another job. Ever.
I'm on my way to commit to myself that I’ll quit my current job by a certain date. After that date, I’ll never work a regular job again. I’ll do whatever it takes to support myself through my own creativity and perseverance.
I know that the journey won’t be easy, but at least I’ll be growing and pushing myself. I’ll be testing my limits. That’s one of life’s greatest gifts. Many people want to change their life, but they are not will to change their choices, and ultimately this changes nothing.
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