I'd dare to say, I dramatized a lot about the blue of fallen art and etc, in reality I just had neurosis and it reflected everywhere possible....
there's no blue, I'll do my dreams anyway, I can do that even working at the other job, cos working as a programmer I don't have enough knowledge yet
but now I'm learning serbian and even if I don't know how I'll study and if I want it to study in University of Belgrade, but I'll pass exams there and I'll somehow appear in Serbia! time and "fortune" will show )))
faculty of mathematics, department of automatiziting and informatics - University of Belgrade
in Russian-Armenian (Slavonic) State University I was studying at faculty of Applied mathematics and informatics, department of System programming
but at May 2009 I went to academical vacation to understand if I want universities and some other bullshit I hardly survive (plus my art apathy and having no conditions), at the beginning of 2010 I recovered there, at May 2010 I took off my documents, cos if I study, I'll study only in Serbia, Belgrade, in University of Belgrade! I don't care of the cost, somehow I'll do that, I have no fear
although I got already PHD's knowledge (in october 2007 I solved a scientific mathematical problem of PHD's dissertation in two weeks only, the whole Armenia had an earthquake of this my success, all the universities) and as always I don't like any systems, my profession is to hack them all

but I had two years art apathy, but now I'm okay and everything is okay, except the previous post and its facts, that wanna make me angry and blue, but it's almost impossible - cos I'm dandelion - weightless weightless :PPP and alsmost nothing, almost (!) nothing can catch me in the rain :PPP

after my first great success I had four more successes in mathematical science till february 2008, and I participated in sport programming olympiads like Russian Open Cup, topcoder.com single round match, but I had no serious success - I gave up and fell in a total apathy I always was trying to escape, but there was not enough something really. 2 years I'm killing time and working at different stupid jobs, my glory is offline :P

at the end of february 2010 I was very angry I gave up on all those stupid and boring jobs. I was suggested by my programmer friends to participate in the contest of ArmRobotics taking place in Yeravan every year, I entered this kitchen and was well-accepted by the cool team and nearly registered until I knew that I must pay money (officially) to participate, I had no money and I had to leave this contest, I couldn't afford to ask someone to borrow me almost 150 euro
in Republic of Armenia, there is no scolarship and I had no kind relatives, they all don't understand that I wanna work as a programmer, not as a waitress and they don't wanna help me at all
in april 2010 I found a job correlated with SQL, CGS, JavaScript, DOT.NET, PHP, and etc, I was accepted, but trial learning period was from april to august, and I had no money as usual to surivive this period's long
lately I returned to freelance and again understood I need time and conditions to gather knowledge for even one project, and as usual I have no money and time I live alone this flat was my mother's flat and I got it mine officially after her death.

I have been working from 2000 (I was 11), web-programming, hacking (in interests, not as a job), lalala till 2004, from 2004-2006 almost silence except some little jobs, 2007-2008 studying and scientific society, programming olympiads, 2008 winter-spring as a political journalist (some articles for some armenian and foreign newspapers) and active revolutionary (in internet I woke up real information war and agitation, the most part belongs to me) in the period of (failed) revolution in Republic of Armenia those times of President Elections.

2008october-2009may I was working as a sys.admin and operator of Russian-Armenian(Slavonic) SU, but salary was too low and I left that job. some little jobs again and jobs like waitress, operator in telephone company lalala, till february 2010.

now I have to return to waitress's job and it's nasty of course ) but everything is okay, and in 3-4 months I hope I'll make myself very okay and will be able to do programming, not waitress

c.music: Placebo - Post blue