I feel angry. I can’t stand pondering over my past because I still feel pain. It is like a scar. When you look at it you remember that time you have got it. It is not good. Living in past is never good. It is like stone on your neck that pulls you down to the bottom of fear, despair and diffidence. But what I can do? I try but nothing more because I don’t know the way to get over this difficulty. I thought I am strong enough and can forget anything but I was wrong. I wait for new events in my life… My Life