Misery likes company, I like the way that sounds
I've been trying to find the meaning, so I can write it down
Staring out the window, it's such a long way down
I'd like to jump, but I'm afraid to hit the ground

I'm tired of watching TV, it makes me ant to scream
Outside the world is burning, man it's so hard to belive
Each day you know you're dying from the cradle to the grave
I get so numb sometimes, that I can't feel the pain

I can't write a love song the way I feel today
I can't sing no song of hope I've got nothing to save
And I can't fight the feelings buried in my brains
I send this song to you, whoever you are
As my guitar lies bleeding in my arms...

Staringat the paper, I don't know what to write
I'll have my last cigarette-well, turn out the lights
Maybe tomorrow I'll fell a different way
But here im my delusion , I don't know what to say

I can't write a love song the way I feel today
I can't sing no song of hope I've got nothing to say
Life is feeling kind of strange, it's strange enough these days
I send this song to you, whoever you are
As my guitar lies bleeding in my arms


(С) Bon Jovi

Именно такое вот состояние. Уже 3 месяца.
Абсолютный кризис личности. Кризис творческий, эмоциональный, самооценочный.

Не могу ничего внятного написать, ничего внятного придумать. А думать надо, очень надо.

Час назад мне сказали, что единственный человек, способный мне помочь - умер. Взял и умер. Сам. Несмотря на свою деятельность - правда сам.

И такие новости приходят постоянно.

Устал я. Просто устал. Как человек.

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